Sage Advice: Newly Discovered Sister
A newly discovered family member changes the way a woman thinks about her late father
Dear Amy: Last year I was “found” by a biological half-sister. She has spent her life looking for her biological father. Her dad turned out to be my dad.
My parents were so in love, raised five kids and had a wonderful marriage. They have both died, and I’m convinced after talking to family members that no one knew about this sister.
I have done everything I can to integrate her into our family. However, I didn’t ask her into my life. I would be happier if I never knew about her!
I feel good about all I’ve done for her, and I would never tell her, but I am so angry!
This truly rocked my world. My dad was my hero, and she knocked him off my pedestal! Not fair!
She is a wonderful woman, (completely opposite of my sister I never got along with), but I am having an internal fight to accept this person into my head as my sister.
And I don’t know how to get over my resentment of this intrusion into my life.
I want my perfect dad back!
– Upset Daughter
Dear Upset: I have yet to encounter a perfect person, or a perfect parent. And yet it is every parent’s dream to remain perfect in the eyes of their children.
I wonder if you have avenues yet to explore that might provide answers. (For instance, was your father ever a sperm donor?)
If your father had a one-night stand, or even if he was unfaithful to your mother (secretly, or with her knowledge), does this diminish the love they felt for each other – and for you and your siblings?
Does knowing your father might have been flawed make him less of a father to you? Your parents chose to be – and stay – together. That’s a good thing.
This woman’s sudden presence in your life has rocked you, and you have behaved generously and admirably (what a credit to your parents!). But I hope you don’t feel forced to have a relationship you aren’t ready to have. You have every right to take this at your own pace. Talking with a therapist would help you to express, and accept, your “Not fair!” feelings.
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